Don't Wanna.....

I don't have the urge to write
I don't wanna put words to paper
I don't wanna write long ass sentences
That kinda rhyme but don't
That make sense sometimes or won't
That evokes an emotion or sparks a conversation
That talks about stoning someone or wishing damnation
Having someone say, damn I can relate
Is that real life or something fake

I don't wanna write..
Dont wanna put pen to paper
Write my thoughts down so the world can see
How fucked up my thinking really can be
Shit, how fucked up I can really  be
Twisted and sad
Happy or mad
In love or broken hearted
Like why did I even get this started
Satisfied and unsettled
Feeling insecure
Or downright arrogant
I just don't feel up to it
Not in for the fight
Staring at a blank page
Willing myself to write

~~Shamelessly Me